Sunday, July 12, 2009
Questions of Despair.
Have you ever ever wonder
Why the world’s so unfair
Have you ever ever ponder
Why the world’s a dark lair?
Have you ever tasted fear
When you are in despair
When no hope, no help was near
You’re desperate like a wild bear.
Have you ever start to realize
That friends are two- faced
Can you try to visualize
How they betray you in ways?
Have you ever stop to think
Why the teacher picks on you
And gives the best student a wink
And starts to nag at you.
Have you ever been misunderstood
When your parents scold you
Cause your feelings are not understood
When your parents asked you.
Have you ever been frightful
When you are all alone, afraid
When there’s no beings rightful
Treats you like a domestic bait?
Have you ever acted before someone,
When you can’t show your feeling
To the special someone
Whom you care for like little seedling?
Have you ever turned crazy
When revising at the last minute
When you regretted for being lazy
When you start at the first minute?
Have you ever wondered why
Your friends ignore you
When you told them a lie
When your instincts, dignity left you?
Have you ever lost a good friend
Whom you depends so much on
Who starts the happiness trend
Without her/him you can’t live on?
Why must therr be despiar?
why must there be fear?
why is there so much unfairness?
What's wrong in this world?
Cheng Jin ♥
6:07 AM
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Rain
Rain~
is like a mass of teardrops
falling from the sky
as though heaven's crying..
Rain~
makes me feels sad
they made my mood heavy
as though my heart's on pressure..
When im sad,
i see and feel rain.
heaven's crying for me
sharing my deepest feelings..
The sound of rain~
pitter,patter,pitter,patter..
falling against the window panes
as though they're begging hard for something..
When the rain fall to the ground
makes my feeling melts and down
to the boundaries of fate
that one can't change or modify...
When rain comes
they fall from a higher level to a lower ground
from happy to sad
from brightness to darkness...
When rain is near
clouds are dark
clouds represent my emotions
and rain represent my flowing tears..
But i don't know why
i love rain so much
maybe it's because
God knows my feelings
and He shared his tears with me
and share my grief
my burden,my sadness
and my disappointment..
Rain makes me feels down
sad.depressed.grief.anxiety.
But i love rain as it is....
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Cheng Jin ♥
6:07 AM
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Your Smile
The day i first met you
i was enchanted by you.
your smile brightened up my day
in a beautiful nice way.
Though it happened long ago
I can still remember your smile
it is still deeply etched
in my mind,my heart,my vision.
Your Smile~
is just too warm and cute
it touched my heart
and sent glitters to my eyes.
Your Smile is just too soothing
it makes me calm my nerves
whenever i thought of you
i thought of your smile.
Your Smile is just too rare
for any other guys
i love your smile
i hope you can smile to me each day and night.
I can't forget your smile
no matter how hard i tried.
i try not to forget your smile
that once enchanted me.
Your smile is just too great
for any human in the world
though it flashed only for a few seconds
but it brings hope for me.
Your smile is like streak of light
that shone on me in the limelight
that brings life and joy
that might have been meant for me.
Your smile is just too unique
one of the greatest,wonderfullest smile
i have ever seen
and ever know,since then.
Please look at me once in a while
so i could get a clearer impression
of your fabulous smile
that you'll have casted on days ago.
If not i'll gradually forget your smile
though i don't want to.
but time will come and past
and memories of you will go.
especially your smile.
Im really scared i'll forget your smile
cause i may not see it again.
so please smile at me once more
just once more
so i can draw it
and keep it with me
forever and ever
the secret lies within...
i love your smile
i won't forget your smile
that once
touched the bottom of my heart
and my living soul...
Cheng Jin ♥
6:07 AM
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Distance between us
We are in the same environment,
yet i can't see you clearly.
you are in the north,
i am in the south.
We are seperated from each other,
yet i think of you day and night.
but i can't gaze into your eyes,
as i have always looked at you from afar.
At night, as you turned around,
you can see me peeping through the panes
secretly gazing at you
with hopes that can't be true.
I hope that you could notice me fully,
in a day where flowers bloomed.
i hope my hopes can be realised,
and you could be with me forever.
Cheng Jin ♥
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Sakura
The pink petals,
Floats and fell,ups and downs.
They represent myself,
As they disperse admists the wind.
They lift and scatters,
U and me under the cherry tree.
Saying our last goodbyes
As the petals float away.
The dance of the petals,
The rustle of the cherry tree,
The whistle of the wind,
The sadness of the heart, ablaze.
Sometimes i wonder why,
Why the petals wants to fall in deep colours,
To give up in their rooted happiness,
Perhaps to find more freedom?
The stolid cherry tree,
Doesn't seem to miss the petals,
The gazebo is like a nest,
Surrounded by the pure boundaries of pink.
I wish to wish upon the starry stars,
In the deepness gloom of the dark.
Or wish upon the cherry trees,
In the glistening brightness of twilight.
Wishing to die under cherry blossoms in spring,
Cherry blossom season in full moon time,
Sleeping under the trees on Yoshino mountain,
The spring breeze wearing Cherry blossom petals.
Sakura flowers are my best,
That truly represents me.
My heart,
My soul,
And My Life.
Cheng Jin ♥
6:02 AM
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